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a sheltering angel by =Armandacyd
BullyingBullyingBullying by =Armandacyd
it happens every day as ya know
at school, in the circle of friends,
on the work and in the office either
of course, insulters circle excepted
bullying is on the rise
like the rise of the nones
and faced by many people like you
they come from all walks of life,
races, genders, cultures and ages
so angst-riven, panic-stricken, spine-chilling,
pain-ridden and, of course, empty-handed
nightmarish all night long
from day to day down to the present day
you went into a deep depression
assailed by fear and dark thoughts
you try to settle down the silence
you try to fall asleep, bothered of awakening
you wish to have a

InsomniaInsomniaInsomnia by =Armandacyd
From somewhere else at about midnight
Nights are so quiet over and over again
Sometimes more, sometimes less homely too quietly
Every now and then the star-spattered sky appears, but it appears never complete
A wonderful view of these stars and the black infinity. I can't avoid it. I don't want to
To fall asleep lying under the star-spattered sky is drop-dead gorgeous
Without any persecution, without any fear and anger 'cause anger blinds
This is where I live
The silence and the peace, a kinda celestial peace
Thoughts circle in the most different directions, as is sometimes the case
Not uncommonly worried thoughts as alway
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BullyingBullyingBullying by =Armandacyd
it happens every day as ya know
at school, in the circle of friends,
on the work and in the office either
of course, insulters circle excepted
bullying is on the rise
like the rise of the nones
and faced by many people like you
they come from all walks of life,
races, genders, cultures and ages
so angst-riven, panic-stricken, spine-chilling,
pain-ridden and, of course, empty-handed
nightmarish all night long
from day to day down to the present day
you went into a deep depression
assailed by fear and dark thoughts
you try to settle down the silence
you try to fall asleep, bothered of awakening
you wish to have a

InsomniaInsomniaInsomnia by =Armandacyd
From somewhere else at about midnight
Nights are so quiet over and over again
Sometimes more, sometimes less homely too quietly
Every now and then the star-spattered sky appears, but it appears never complete
A wonderful view of these stars and the black infinity. I can't avoid it. I don't want to
To fall asleep lying under the star-spattered sky is drop-dead gorgeous
Without any persecution, without any fear and anger 'cause anger blinds
This is where I live
The silence and the peace, a kinda celestial peace
Thoughts circle in the most different directions, as is sometimes the case
Not uncommonly worried thoughts as alway

WIRWIRWIR by =Armandacyd
Wir liegen, wiegen und schwärmen uns einander aus
Du, die Beharrlichkeit ohne Humanität Pamphlet lebte
und einen nahezu enzyklopädischen Euphuismus pflegte
Du, die über einem Schwarm der Exzesse triumphierte
mit einem befremdlichen Sog geißelnd blendetest
Desavouiert, erhaben mit einem Hauch Absurdität
Du
Ich versagte ohne summa cum laude
Befehdete niemals die Hand für Impertinenzen und deren Rehegemonie
Lebte Immaterialismus, Autarkie, sprachlichen Purismus, Identität ohne Altruismus
Lebend Leben erleben war meine Quintessenz
Das Habitat als ein Axiom expliziert und offenbarend glorifiz

Zustand KausalZustand KausalZustand Kausal by =Armandacyd
Irgendwann verblasste mein Augenlicht und die Wahrnehmungsfähigkeit löste sich auf. An mehr kann ich mich nicht mehr erinnern. Meinen gegenwärtigen Zustand bin ich nicht fähig zu begreifen. Ich weiß nur soviel oder glaube zu wissen, dass mein Augenlicht erloschen ist oder in einem Zustand umfassender Dunkelheit steht. Ebenso das Gehör. Den Schmerz will ich nicht erwähnen, weil ich keine Worte fände. Meine Gliedmassen spüre ich nicht. Selbst die kleinsten Muskeln scheinen getrennt zu sein. Ein Aus- und Einatmen registriere ich nicht. Weiter kann ich fühlen, dass mich Kälte

Kongregation VertrauenKongregation VertrauenKongregation Vertrauen by =Armandacyd
Wir haben dauernd versucht es uns angenehmer zu machen, doch es führte alles nichts zu positiveren Änderungen. Wir sind jetzt auf uns alleine gestellt, abgeschirmt von der Totalität. War alles richtig, war alles wieder gut für die andere Seite? Wir werden uns darüber noch Gedanken machen müssen. Viele Gedanken. An und für sich sind wir, das wissen und wussten die anderen, zusammen. Wir brauchen uns gegenseitig. Es ist nicht leicht abgeschieden zu leben, doch was hätte man schon machen können? Die Allgemeinheit ruht, es existieren nur noch ihre Körper. Sie verschwinden v

Du Wunder UnerreichbarDu Wunder UnerreichbarDu Wunder Unerreichbar by =Armandacyd
Prolog
(Um die Welt in einem Sandkorn zu sehn und den Himmel in einer wilden Blume, halte die Unendlichkeit auf deiner flachen Hand und die Stunde rückt in die Ewigkeit. (aus Auguries of Innocence))
Eingeschlummert bodenlos. Nemo grüßt dich. Der Blick nach oben gerichtet. Er winkt dir zu. Ein Schmunzeln Hoffnungslosigkeit; vielleicht verspielt mit Aureole umgeben. Du vermisst ihn. Du willst ihn drücken. Du blickst unzwanghaft nach unten. Er liegt dort. Unberührt, unschuldig und unüberwindlich vereint. Du hebst Teddy auf. Du drückst ihn. Einige Tränen fallen. Wieder die Augen ge

SandmanSleepwalking in tainted dreamsSandman by =realARTIZT
Falling through its open seams
Caving into unsure grounds
In a dream where fear abounds
Tightrope nerves are torn right through
All the facts become untrue
Screams are muted and lost midway
Still terror exists to my dismay
Faces change the closer I peer
The way I feel becomes unclear
And in the end I know it's fake
The pivotal moment when I awake
But still disturbed and afraid to dream
I wonder if they are at all what they seem
So I close my eyes and there you are
Staring at me looking bizarre
You told me you were there for me
To fight off the frauds valiantly
Trusting you I did what you said
I unmasked the

MonstersWhen you look at meMonsters by *Ghostjay55
Tell me what you see
What I saw could make me smile
But I'm done imagining
None of it's real to me
I don't trust my eyes to see
If I can't feel it, touch it
Then it's a failed attempt for peace
Probably not worth the effort
To try and re-establish shelter
Those four walls standing all around me
Will shatter at the hand of my temper
They say I'm a Monster
No manners or posture
But whenever I try to rise
You pull me back for torture
Well I'm sick of it
Your promises don't stick
You must be running to the bathroom
Cause you're full of shit
So I suggest you run
Always chase the sun
Cause as soon as you get caught by the m
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SandmanSleepwalking in tainted dreamsSandman by =realARTIZT
Falling through its open seams
Caving into unsure grounds
In a dream where fear abounds
Tightrope nerves are torn right through
All the facts become untrue
Screams are muted and lost midway
Still terror exists to my dismay
Faces change the closer I peer
The way I feel becomes unclear
And in the end I know it's fake
The pivotal moment when I awake
But still disturbed and afraid to dream
I wonder if they are at all what they seem
So I close my eyes and there you are
Staring at me looking bizarre
You told me you were there for me
To fight off the frauds valiantly
Trusting you I did what you said
I unmasked the

MonstersWhen you look at meMonsters by *Ghostjay55
Tell me what you see
What I saw could make me smile
But I'm done imagining
None of it's real to me
I don't trust my eyes to see
If I can't feel it, touch it
Then it's a failed attempt for peace
Probably not worth the effort
To try and re-establish shelter
Those four walls standing all around me
Will shatter at the hand of my temper
They say I'm a Monster
No manners or posture
But whenever I try to rise
You pull me back for torture
Well I'm sick of it
Your promises don't stick
You must be running to the bathroom
Cause you're full of shit
So I suggest you run
Always chase the sun
Cause as soon as you get caught by the m

IchorThe Steam, it risesIchor by *Oswulf
carrying with it something of a manifest Holiness
a character divine.
It rises like the Breath of God,
rising from the round white womb
from which many a god has tumbled before.
The same canyon
nestled under a new dawn,
golden like all the rest.
Storm and stress;
they flee the scene of the crime
as the hand grips the wheel.
We drive to the valley where the gods are born,
and we drive with the sun and morning mist,
between the phalanges of the Wood.
The steam, it rises
the warmth, the moisture,
they titillate the senses.
The sweet smell,
so pleasant, so subtle and so sweet
it takes away our wrath and indignation.
It
before my membership runs out...I'm not really into writing journals anymore, but it annoys me to see a journal plastered on my page and unchanged for months- Which is why I'm updating with a thank you message.before my membership runs out... by =realARTIZT
=Armandacyd
I don't usually thank people this way anymore, but when you've said 'thank you' so many times that the hearer is probably sick and tired of deleting the same message you've posted on their profile page, I think posting a journal is the only way left to go to really show them you're not just saying it to say it. While I still have the premium membership =TheOutcastGenius gave to me (llama-fy her please!), I will thank Armandacyd for his kind comments and loyal support (for watching, faving, donating, feedback-ing, and all). I find it hard to truly express the appreciation and gratitude I feel towards him with just my words - (probably why it's so stinking hard to dedic

I'm sorryI'm sorry for hurtingI'm sorry by *xXxEmoGothicFairyxXx
I'm sorry for crying
I'm sorry my life was a mistake
deep down i wish it were to end
I'm sorry the memories come back
I'm sorry for everything I done wrong
I wish my life was normal
than maybe i won't feel any regret
I'm sorry that I'm different
I'm sorry for my mood problems
I wish that I was different
than maybe I won't feel any sadness
I'm sorry my life was a nightmare
I'm sorry for all the things done wrong
I wish I was never born
than everything would be alright
I'm sorry for all the faults I done
I'm sorry for crying non stop
I wish this pain would go away
and for once I can feel somewhat happy
I'm sorry the m

In an empty ballroomIn an empty ballroom...In an empty ballroom by *GUDRUN355
You invite me
to the dance -
No chance...
for already,
I am lost,
already
dying inside,
roaring
like the tide...
it comes out
like a whisper
of longing
against
the ear
of the world -
Each soft entreaty
attests
at best
that I am
a ghost
at the very
most...
No love,
no friend
can mend
the tear
in the fabric,
self-made
brocade
of my shroud -
sing loud!
It comes out
in a whisper...
What to do
once spring
is through?
Just whisper me
that dance...

DesperatelyTodayDesperately by =realARTIZT
Someone could whisk me away
Only a few words would do it
Right now
Today
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I'm not going to hide it away
Not today
You can say
What you want
And today I will take it
I'll take all of it from you
You don't have to worry
I only want love from you
Tonight
Someone should tell me the truth
Set down their heart on the line
I'd make it mine
Tonight
I fear that this time
I'd give my heart away
For good
Tonight you should love me
Someone should

Best FriendsI'm sorry.Best Friends by ~BurnXlove
Two words so powerful,
And yet they hold remorse.
Best friends forever.
They promised,
For better or worse.
But what happened to them,
Nobody knows.
Maybe forever had taken it's course.
I guess they know,
What love does.
Yeah.
It hurts.

Letters to the MoonI’ve just been sitting here counting my cards,Letters to the Moon by ~BurnXlove
All the while wishing to travel to the stars.
I’ve just been laying here staring into space,
All the while just aching to draw an ace.
I’ve just been wishing here to be heard soon,
So I could stop writing letters to the moon.
I’ve just been sitting here counting blessings,
Hoping one day it was worth the stressing.
I’ve just been laying here and reaching out,
So one day I may have reasons to shout.
I’ve just been wishing to sleep through the night,
So my letters to the moon go with light.
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FriendshipA friend is a sound~
The name "Adrian" is happiness~
A word is a song~
The voices of thousands~
A dream is a wish~
The wind is a whisper~
A clock is the time~
The time is now~

GermanyThe home of many histories
The place for future mysteries
Red, gold, black
Home? Not going back!
Birds, the city, place to be
Wind turbines that I can see
Beauty in the distance far
Autobahn, I see the cars
Sunny, warm, wonderful
Everything is colorful
Miles away, mountains
Right here we have fountains
Awesome weather, movie scene
Environment, pretty green
Here minutes are many
We're in Germany!

Dangerous FutureLook past the present
Further than history
Future
Something's coming
Bigger than life
Danger
Don't try to run
No way to escape
Evil
Not what you want
Don't waste your time
Now
Look around
List priorities
Focus
Breathe right in
Breathe right out
Relax
Don't mess around
Don't stop to cry
Time
That was then
This is now
Run.

GermanyIn every step taken
In every breath inhaled
In every sight explored
In every touch Felt
In every taste savored
I can feel Her essence become part of me
Of beauty and grace She is made
With grandeur that expands far beyond my reach
Her strong force combined with beauty
Her love having faced struggles
Pain and sorrow she has felt many times
Shed tears when war marched through her streets
Cried out for every child She lost on the battle field
Sheltered all soldiers that returned home after so long
Embraced each new life born to her
Kissed each new bride to be
Laughed with newly given sun bathed days
Caressed us with the breeze

The Warning Part OneOne could tell that time had passed over this land, for many things have changed, yet some still remained the same. Although nature still formed part of it, the cities expanded, not leaving much of it unpopulated. Wars and flooding, even the unexpected earthquakes which affected most of the world had hit this precious land as well. Thus much of the old world had to change along with it and it shifted with the tide as they say. With its technological advancements and the expenditures, now even mountains were surrounded by homes.
Because of this, while some people remained in close proximity to the ruins of the Old World, others had captured

The Warning Part Two"Remember Adi, the seventh floor has not been n use for sixty years. It is best to stay out of that floor. Don't want anyone getting hurt. It's a mess in there not even I go there unless necessary."
Those are the words his landlady had told him the first time he'd moved in to this place, and now they were ringing loud and proud inside his dead as he took the first tentative steps out of the elevator and towards the outside into the dark hall of the seventh floor. Adi searched for the small flashlight he carried with him at all times inside his left side pocket, after a few second he found it and clicked the round button at the top, causing

PocketsHis coat was tan
and stopped at the knee.
It had six pockets,
and a seventh,
secret,
pocket hidden behind the breast.
He left his house each day
(Except on weekends)
precisely at 6 o'clock.
The walkway was old,
like the man,
and multiple cracks in the cement
made for a challenging journey
in the cold, New York winter months.
Such a path leads to the road,
just as damaged as the walkway,
but the man takes a different route.
Each day
(Except on weekends)
he travels off the beaten path
to a dilapidated shed
where he keeps his tan trench coat,
handmade wool scarf,
and brown hat to hide his balding head.
He buys the da

Never Leaving HomeThe box had been empty. Had been, he reminded himself as he looked back down at the box. It was the seventh box he had packed this morning, and that was just for his bookshelf. If he knew it would take so long to pack up all his worldly treasures, he would have started days before.
The main problem was that Felix could not stay on track. Each book he picked up sent a wave of memories. This book he read sitting atop a mountain after a long trek through the beautiful wilderness of his country, Germany. That book he read during high school for English. The book he held in his hands now he had read in his early twenties when he was dabbl

But he calls himself AdrianWords fell from his mouth,
streaming his beliefs at an alarming speed.
Action stemmed from the seeds of
change,
grown from each letter,
becoming a driving force with a
glittering aurora.
And so they called him Passion.
Words fell on paper,
inking themselves onto the white,
creating a chain of magic.
Lightning flashes underneath the dome of a skull,
inspiration clicking into place to create,
to create an image of beauty.
And so they called him Talent.
Words fell onto hearts,
closed bulbs of color which
open from his touch,
blooming into flowers of sorts.
Smiles flashed far and wide,
strangers helping strangers,
fighting b

A Believer's Stand (Request for Armandacyd)A Believer's Stand
Standing on a sidewalk
Watching the world go by
Hearing the whispers
Seeing the anger
They don't understand
What I'm doing
They don't even want to
Understand
Them in their little worlds
Glued to what people tell them
Never thinking for themselves
Lost in the darkness
I don't get angry when
They yell at me to leave
Or if they push me away
No that's not what I felt
I feel a sadness
One that makes me stand here
Trying to show them
A different way
A way that is real
Filled with light
Surround by hope
Glues with love
No, I won't give up
Not when people need
To hear
The message
I won't back down
W

Germany - RequestBlack, red, and yellow
Mark her steady steps
Through history.
An ever-changing land
Whose fate is shrouded
In mystery.
A proud name is borne
By her loyal people
With dignity.
Respect, pride, honor
Beyond a doubt
This is Germany.

Continuing StoriesA word is worth a thousand thoughts
Once bound together to be caught
Inspiring minds forever now
With revolutions begin how
Because of books and pretty tales
Still to be reality's bail
The human mind cannot be stilled
Unless the thought for now be chilled
And yet we must owe all our thanks
To words that make our figure's rank
For literature keeps no theme
As it forever holds our dreams
So be for now our thrilling words
But stay free as those mocking birds
And as those stories do go on
It always beings thereupon...

Call From a FriendH-Hello? Hey, it's me!
Yeah, I know we haven't
Spoken in a while
But I miss you.
Lots.
...
O-Oh, really?
That's great!
...
I've been okay.
Doing what
I always do.
I really do miss you.
...
Oh!
Well, I wanted to ask
If you were free
At noon
Tomorrow
To meet me for tea?
...
Really? I'm so happy!
There's a story
I want to
Tell you.
...
How did you know?
You always
Seem to read
My very mind!
...
You're sure?
...
Okay then!
I wish you were there.
You always
Know just what
To tell me.
...
Oi! I'm not that
Predictable.
Right?
...
Oh, shut up!
I know you're
Shaking your head!
...
Maybe I am
Pouting.

AdrianHe holds his treasure in a damask cave
Behind a silver and hardened lock
That has troubled the minds of many thieves
As they cannot help but wonder
As to what lies beyond those black curtains
Shielding the treasure from the scalding sun
He has always preferred a deep violet to black
It reminds him of the haughty monarchs
That invade his everlasting peace
But what do they measure to him
The rich one
The dark one
The unfortunately immortal one
He always wonders who he is behind his darkened mask
He knows he is not death
As his treasure holds more than measly souls
But he is not life nor will he be
As it can be told by his

Commission1) What exactly defines “true friendship?” Is it when a person appears to be there for you no matter what? Is it when two people take each other’s abuse? Do they step in when their comrade has taken a wrong turn? Do they always tell the truth? Would they be honest if it hurt the other’s feelings? And what do they gain from accomplishing all this?
I thought I had a true friend once, but soon they broke my trust. They slaughtered my beliefs and questioned my motives, but when I tried to escape they only made it worse. It made me wonder: is there a point when friendship simply dies between two people or does it

Dear FriendAdrian turns,
He knows...
That it's been a while,
And so he goes.
He's not waiting.
Not for me.
Not anymore.
He's knows to let me be.
"Adrian,
Where have you gone?
If you won't stay,
Have you moved on?"
I can sense
That there's been a change.
It's in the air
That you're out of range.
"Won't you come back?
Won't you give me a chance?"
I know he can't stand to look
He won't even glance.
"Adrian,
Have I really let you down?
Could I do anything
To turn any of this around?"
A mere "I'm sorry"-
I know it wouldn't do.
So, "I'm writing
To try to make it up to you."
And, so, my pen bleeds
As much as my heart does
Because Adrian might hate me...














